What went wrong….and BEWBIES!!!!!Posted: April 9, 2012
“you always break up with gf’s don’t you?”
i hadn’t though about it before, but yeah….for the most part it was true. either i end it or i transfer somewhere else and the relationship dissolves. i thought i’d share my relationship history from 1998-present. these are go’s, not hook-ups.
1- the sicilian lass. dated close to a year, i transferred to NO, the relationship ended. you already know that story.
2- the gf in NO, met her 3 months before she headed back to LA, she was BEAUTIFUL. i had a picture of her back when i started blogging (if you can find it….you can see what she looks like) here on the site. i was in love after a month of dating her, i was in BIG trouble here. well a week before she left the whole thing went sour and she blew a microchip. i wrote her off and decided it was just a joke and moved on. the day she left for LA she showed up and told me she was sorry and she wanted me to keep in touch with her. i was a bit baffled. 2 months after she had left, it felt like there was nothing there. i walked away.
what follows is roughly 2 years of depression. i didn’t have a GF until jan 2005. i told myself the next time i met someone i loved that, i’d fight harder to make it work. time to move on. the gf in NO was face-8, body-8, personality (pre-melt down)- 9. i will point out that she was a small chested woman. but her body was STUNNING.
in japan i started with the gf in jan 2002. i broke up with her in april. she was an AWFUL gf. nice girl, great sense of humor, shitty, selfish gf. she was in love and the break up completely took her by surprise. she spent the next 2 months severely depressed. long story short, she begged for another chance. deep down i knew she had a good heart so i said what the hell, she was actually fun and pleasant to be around. july we got back together and by october i knew it needed to be over. of all the ex’s she was the least physically attractive. face-7, body-6, personality-9. she was 5’9″ and weighed about 170, she asked me to help her lose weight and she dropped down to 155. she was rocking 34c’s. respectable.
i ended it because i just had no attraction to her anymore. i loved, but not as a BF. so i knew it was best to not waster her time. she wanted to get married (aaaaw hell, i told this story), but i just couldn’t do it.
i got to NO in november 2009. i met my gf 2 weeks later. it started as a FWB deal, but she grew on me and i quit banging the other girls i had. i decided to give it a shot. i broke up with her in april. i had the strong feeling she sheeted, and the distance bothered me. found out in may that she HAD cheated. she was very beautiful. face 8, body-9, personality-8. she was 4’11” and weighed maybe 90lbs. she also suffered from ERS- epic rack syndrome. seriously, i weeped when i realized they were no longer mine. c’est la vie.
why do i keep mentioning the bewbies? well, i theorize that the way guys obsess about dick size, women place the same emphasis on their bits. but as evidenced but the ladies above, their breasts had ZERO bearing on my attraction to them. and i had small, large, and average. i loved the GIRL…not the tits.
so go easy on yourselves lades. most men are equal opportunity bob lovers. this post led to the below post. so…yeah.