The InevitiblityPosted: February 28, 2013
i thought for a while about whether or not to post this. but i didn’t want to just step away.
most of the content of this site is a reflection of my daily observations and/or things from my past. i’ve always tried to be honest and open about myself as to offer some validity to the blog. no subtle way to put this.
received a text from my mom this afternoon that Paw-Paw’s been admitted. his heart rate was 42 and they are thinking of installing a pacemaker. my aunt (fighting breast cancer) is probably flying in, and mom will update me when she get’s the latest.
not really in the frame of mind to post in the jovial, relaxed manner that’s become synonymous with this site, so it’s probably best if i step away for a minute and deal with everything. it’s not that this is a surprise, but it finally coming around is still crushing.
for the last month or so i’ve been nauseated, had zero appetite, i’ve lost a noticible amount of weight, and my mood has been pretty downtrodden. i’ve alomst brought it up in previous posts, but decided it wasn’t really anything you guys needed to know about.