One Last ChancePosted: July 13, 2013
i sat pondering for about a week about whether i should give nancy another chance. it had been 2 months that we had broken up. soon after i broke with her (about a week or so) i got a call out of the blue. it was her. now when i break up with someone, ALL remnants of the relationship are expunged. i didn’t recognize the number.
it was nancy. i was VERY surprised. she told me she was sorry. i was a bit puzzled; then she went into a story about how she started seeing a guy and something happened where the guy went completely beta and she called him out on it.
how cute, she needed to make up for being put in the corner, so she took it out on the new guy. what she told me was she went off on him about what she didn’t like about him and his shortcomings and blah blah blah. then she mentioned that he went off on her; and it was every reason i gave for dumping her.
“i’m sorry Danny, i really screwed up something good.”
first i was angry. i HATE when someone asks my opinion then acts like i’m talking out my ass. i wanted to go off on her, but i was done. i just told her it wasn’t a big deal, that she didn’t need to apologize, and made a excuse to hang up.
now, i need to apologize since this happened BEFORE she approached me and mentioned wanting to get back together. she approached and/or called me asking to meet up for lunch on more than one occasion and i met up with her. it was purely just hang out, chit-chat, and general pleasantries. i decided “what the hell” and figured i’s giver her another shot.
i told her i was willing to giver it another shot and she was giddy and excited, but…i was leaving for san diego in january for x-ray school. i told her once i leave japan, there is no more “us”. i don’t do the long distance thing. she agreed and we were back together. it was late june, we had broken up in april.
i’ll giver her a ton of credit for the first 2-3 months she was great. but soon, i started feeling the the same feelings of “she’s just a friend was coming back. there are soooo many things that happened: TINY DETAILS, but to me, within a relationship- those are the things that matter most.
by october, i KNEW i wasn’t into it anymore. i wanted to break up, but i KNEW she was going home in december for christmas and the whole relationship wasn’t so toxic as to justify dumping her again. besides- i KNEW if i broke up with her it would be devastating to her. and like i said, at the core of it all, she was a VERY cool girl; i just wasn’t feeling it.
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