My Oneitis Anthem: Blue Pill, Then Red Pill

i was going through my music for some Pink Floyd when i stumbled upon Pela. great band. but then i remembered they had a track that i associated with my oneitis girl- beth. i was such a pussy with her, she was my universe. i thought she was all i needed to be happy. this was WELL before finding the sphere. i was still purple mind setted. but this song was my opus for her when i stumbled upon her on facebook.

but i suddenly realized, she wasn’t worth it. it hurt me, but i told her it was best if just quit it. i knew she was bad for me, she was damaged and no matter how much i tried, she wasn’t going to really be a suitable partner. so i told her it was best if we quit. she UNLOADED on me with some hamster shit, but honestly, i’m better off.

i’m not above putting myself out there. this is the truth in all it’s rawness. sit back and soak in the douchery that was my oneitis.

let’s examine this in my blue pill mind shall we. emphasis mine.

“Hot sand
wheel keeps clicking
wheel keeps clicking i can pull this off
cracked hands
my mind keeps ticking
my mind keeps ticking we were meant to be together

we are in some dry land
but your desert’s not a desert at all i GET YOU. you’re special and i see that

you’re with some divided man
just be careful you don’t fall apart she was actually single. shoulda been a give away

call me if you want to break out
call me if you can’t win i will drop everything to be with you
we can find some desert hideout
your desert’s not a desert at all again, i GET YOU

ain’t it strange the lack of color?
but it’s all together colorful i see the color in you
ain’t it strange to lack color?

you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you from way back when we have a history, we destined to be together
you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you, i knew you way back then repeat

so call me if you want to break out
call me if you can’t win
we can find some desert hideout
and let the desolation sink in i’ll happily suffer with you

you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you from way back when
you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you, i knew you way back then

you desert’s not a desert at all” i think you get it

– now let’s examine this in my current red-pill mind set when i listened to it 2-3 nights ago.

“Hot sand
wheel keeps clicking
wheel keeps clicking why am i here?
cracked hands
my mind keeps ticking
my mind keeps ticking something’s not right

we are in some dry land
but your desert’s not a desert at all i don’t care to exist in your caustic environment

you’re with some divided man
just be careful you don’t fall apart

call me if you want to break out actually, don’t call me. i’m done
call me if you can’t win
we can find some desert hideout
your desert’s not a desert at all you made your own desert, soak it in

ain’t it strange the lack of color?
but it’s all together colorful
ain’t it strange to lack color? there’s no color because you’re a selfish, vapid creature

you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you from way back when
you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you, i knew you way back then i thought you were different at first, but realized you were always not worth my time

so call me if you want to break out
call me if you can’t win
we can find some desert hideout
and let the desolation sink in nope. drown

you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you from way back when
you gotta believe me, you gotta come see me
i know you, i knew you way back then i’m MUCH better off without you

you desert’s not a desert at all”

this was the cause of it all. lol. i was such a douche.

beth

beth


8 Comments on “My Oneitis Anthem: Blue Pill, Then Red Pill”

  1. tarzanwannabe says:

    This==>

  2. Laguna Beach Fogey says:

    Throwing away a chick like that just makes you stronger in the end. I ended it with a young hot blonde in 2012. Happily I did not succumb to Oneitis. I just grew bored with her.

    Hey at least your song was not this:

  3. theasdgamer says:

    Lots of us have been there, Danny. If you have never been a douche for a girl, you’re weird. I pair-bonded with my first lay (a summer fling) and with my college gf and suffered during the withdrawal when both relationships ended. No more oneitis for me–even with my wife if she doesn’t behave herself. Stay strong, stay self-controlled, stay up.

  4. Phoenix says:

    Uh….. I BETTER NOT know her……….

  5. Just Saying says:

    Everyone has to go through a couple of those before you learn women are replaceable and it’s something that you NEED to do sometimes, even if it’s for your own reasons. Of course women are very flexible creatures – in more ways than the obvious ones. Sometimes they are like aliens their thought process is so foreign to me, but as long as it benefits me, I don’t look too closely, or worry about it too much. And they seem to have improved over the years in their willingness to do what I want – maybe it’s just that I know what I want and train them better – or appreciate/reward them more. Don’t know – don’t really care as long as they are willing. That is all that matters in the end.

  6. WitGinoside says:

    That was an amazing song.


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